Now that I look around me, all I am noticing is change.
My parents are planning to shift to this big, large place out of the main city area to enjoy the nature and get away from the rush of an urban, busy lifestyle.
My life is changing. Twenty days later, I will be going to a new class, probably making some new friends, have new teachers and getting to know more people.
But, I just like most of us, hate change. Yes, I am very adaptive in nature but the thought of having new things in my life means that I have to let go of the old ones. I have studied the Law of Conservation of Mass. It states that whenever any chemical changes by participating in a reaction, the end product in mass would always be equal to the chemical in the first place.
So, this in theology means that if I come across new things in my life, I must let go of some old ones so that balance can be sustained. But the question is, Is it easy?
Nah!! Not at all.
Sure things are not perfect now, but at least they happen to be predictable.
When I go to school, I know that I will sit next to Kavya, have a bit of talk with Jaya and Ishu.
But what if the next year, me and Kavya happen to be in different sections? Who'll then be my bestie?
So change, most of us aren't exactly its fan but on the other hand, there are some things which changed and i could not be more happy about them.
I have found that I also have changed. Earlier, I used to have low self esteem problems. I have improved a lot from then and the biggest change is that i believe in myself. This in the least is a step further from where i started.
Back in seventh and eighth grade, I used to hang out with two girls, Somya and Simran. Now however, I have come to realize that I strongly oppose their casual approach and carefree attitude regarding everything in life. Their lack of seriousness towards any topic but themselves infuriates me. I am also tired of lying and covering up for them. I do not like the fact that Simran goes out on dates ten times a day and I have to answer all the calls from her mother. Her web of lies and ever increasing list of boyfriends is also not my interest and i find it a nuisance.
I have come to realize that i deserve far better friends than them. I have changed.
My parents are planning to shift to this big, large place out of the main city area to enjoy the nature and get away from the rush of an urban, busy lifestyle.
My life is changing. Twenty days later, I will be going to a new class, probably making some new friends, have new teachers and getting to know more people.
But, I just like most of us, hate change. Yes, I am very adaptive in nature but the thought of having new things in my life means that I have to let go of the old ones. I have studied the Law of Conservation of Mass. It states that whenever any chemical changes by participating in a reaction, the end product in mass would always be equal to the chemical in the first place.
So, this in theology means that if I come across new things in my life, I must let go of some old ones so that balance can be sustained. But the question is, Is it easy?
Nah!! Not at all.
Sure things are not perfect now, but at least they happen to be predictable.
When I go to school, I know that I will sit next to Kavya, have a bit of talk with Jaya and Ishu.
But what if the next year, me and Kavya happen to be in different sections? Who'll then be my bestie?
So change, most of us aren't exactly its fan but on the other hand, there are some things which changed and i could not be more happy about them.
I have found that I also have changed. Earlier, I used to have low self esteem problems. I have improved a lot from then and the biggest change is that i believe in myself. This in the least is a step further from where i started.
Back in seventh and eighth grade, I used to hang out with two girls, Somya and Simran. Now however, I have come to realize that I strongly oppose their casual approach and carefree attitude regarding everything in life. Their lack of seriousness towards any topic but themselves infuriates me. I am also tired of lying and covering up for them. I do not like the fact that Simran goes out on dates ten times a day and I have to answer all the calls from her mother. Her web of lies and ever increasing list of boyfriends is also not my interest and i find it a nuisance.
I have come to realize that i deserve far better friends than them. I have changed.
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