Hey now,

I know it’s been a long time.

But the one at fault this time was my internet connection. It’s just so fucking irritating.

How the hell am I supposed to update my weekly activities when I am stuck with a monthly internet connection?

So what all happened this week?

Hmm first of all I realized an important lesson in life.

-       If you want the ship to go a certain way, then it is you who will have to steer the ship.

Or rather -At times, when you are not satisfied with the way a thing is going, you can only achieve satisfaction by  taking full control.

So now here’s the thing which provoked me to do such (as Nicki Minaj famously put thi-inking)

There’s this dweeby, dodgy,  girlish girl who is the class monitor.

Now, I’ve already told ya what she is like, so instead of monitoring, miss dweeby, dodgy is busy exchanging greetings with her BFF.

And as you’d have guessed it, the whole class was absolutely maddening.

And I was melting because of the freakishly hot temperature and sitting at the last and some of the kid’s were actually howling.

I was having a headache and it was unbelievably irritating, so I did the only thing I could. I went to the front of the class and every kid who was talking, or shouting, howling, screaming heard his or her respective names being shouted by me. 90 seconds later, the whole place was a s quite as a freaking cemetery.

Now, I gotta admit, even I was amazed. So they made me a third monitor or something.

I had that terrible headache the whole day on Friday and on Saturday. At night, my dad took us to watch a movie, “Humpty Sharma Ki Dulhania”.

God, it was so hilarious that my stomach hurt from laughing. Still, I had the headache present at the back of my head. At night when I finally went to sleep, and woke up today, I was glad.

First, that bungeoing headache was gone, and second, it was a Sunday. Yaay. Every week, from Monday to Friday, I have to wake up at five and have a bloody tight schedule. But on Sunday’s I am free absolutely free.

Free, free, free.

Now I am off to enjoy my freedom

See ya later

been busy

geez
i am so sorry,
i had a diary entry scheduled but at the last minute, i had to make a presentation for a friend.
let's see if i am able o put it up by the night
let's hope i do
now i gotta go
or else i will be late for my classes

Hate politics

Hey there,
if you are not an Indian, then you must know about this topic, and if you are an Indian then ..... (do i need to go any further?)
I always wondered how come the politicians can be so corrupted. For where do they get that quality?
I used to, but now, I Know the answer.
Politicians  are no other than the rest of us.
They function with the reasons of greed, just like the rest of us, it s jut that they do not happen to have as much conscience as some of us, and only a much larger platform all to themselves.
Now, you must be wondering. What happened to Aahana?
Sometimes, i post about my childhood crushes, and then after a brief absence, about my hurt ego, and now politicians?
seriously, is this girl bipolar or mercurial ( I picked that word from a nove and if you are well read, you will know which one i am talking about).
well I am not.
this week, at school, the cabinet/the student body got selected.
now, tenthers cannot apply for the major roles. we can be either the prefects, or assistant something or the other.
Now i really wanted to be the assistant literary secretary.
No need to guess why.
but since the students could only give their name and were nominated by the teachers, i was not selected.
Even though only two girls applied for that post (including me).
And now, here is the corruption part, she is the school's education co-coordinator's daughter.
More over that, she is a personal nemesis of mine.
Now, I know what you think, and yes i admit, I am whining.
Still, Just how much can a person be expected to bottle up their feeling???
I FUCKING HATE IT.
Geez, now I feel a hell a lotta better.
P.S- i have won a national prize in literary quiz. First in school, first in state, first in zone and second at nationals.(My country is inhabited by more than a billion humans, so that's gotta count for something, right?)
See ya

REALIZATION

hey there,
i just realized something today.
i have a fragile ego.
i envy to have qualities of others.
for example, it wouldnt hurt if i was as good in science as dr sheldon cooper (yeah, you are right from the big bang theory)
or as good in maths as my teacher
or as fit as every skinny girl
but stilll i am happy more or less wit wat i am
and i am on the road to become skinny
alredy, my waist size has gone from 38 to 32
i call that progress.
see ya

REALIZATION

today i realized something.
I have a fragile ego.
It hurts.

Experiences

Experiences - They can be good, They can be bad.

I like to think of people in that context.

I like to believe that every human, i have ever met in my life is an experience.

Some I would like to relive,

Some I am just glad to get over with.

_ Aahana

Love you,Babe

Have you ever loved someone?

The kind which makes you and breaks you?

Not the kind you read in the mills and boons book but the type you  dream every night of having?

I don’t either yet and I am waiting for it.but still, I ask you right now, who is the one person who’s smile you live to see?

Whose every wish is your command?

If your answer is the latest guy or the hottest chic you have a crush on, I am sorry but you have a big part of your life’s happiness in jeopardy.

I love, adore and am crazy for my younger sister.

She is Leah and I cannot imagine my life without her.

I live now, with the knowledge that  this is my last year at home for I am going out of station for school next year while my sister is at present in her first year of middle school

Leah will be ten this august and is six years younger than me.

She is just perfect, Perfect in every sense of the word.

I don’t think I can ever truly not love her.

She is just the beautiful, pretty, smart, challenging, quick witted, funny, weird, lovely, irritating, amusing, sickly, amusing, sensitive, sensible, maddening, incorrigible, spoilt yet kind girl I would want to be.

She is everything I am fearful of, everything I ever wanted to be and everything I wished I would never have.

She is my mirror and I am glad to have her because I don’t think I will ever be satisfied if anyone but she were to be my sister.

Now that she is growing up, I am constantly proud of her.

Love you ,Babe.