whats all changed in the last month

frankly a lot.
every day , i feel my self evolving and becoming a better person, and at times worse.
but at least i know this, i never let any boundaries restrict me ever. and now, one more thing inside me has changed.
i have got a sense of how to find happiness in my day to day situations, which i honestly believe is a great step.
its like, i dunno how to explain it but it is a lot clearer with an example.
you are sitting among a lot of people. you are presented with some opportunity. you want to take it and you know it deep down inside, that you will benefit from it.
but you dont.
why?
because you are worried about other people's reaction.
and you are eyeing the opportunity and you know that you are the best candidate for it, but by the time you muster up the courage, some one ele has already taken that opportunity.
so it sucks.
for you
and after that, you wonder and ponder why didn't you grab the opportunity when you had the chance?
the answer is pretty much plain and smple, its because you suck.

so it was pretty much like that but now, i have got more confidence, and much stronger resolve all beacause of one person.
a friend i made for life, - Ishaan Karn.
so, Ishu thank you for basically showing me that the world dosn't have its daily highlights fixed on you and essentially, pretty much every human being is just the same, but we can only rise if we believe in ouself

and one more thing, i got the flu.
add on with sore throat and bludgeoning headaches.

so yeah, just enjoying life.